“KILLER” POLICE HATRED (13)
Legend has it that in ancient Siam (Thailand) the king gave a white elephant to any courtier who had fallen out of favor. Being then forced to supply adequate food, a place to stay, and a healthy environment meant it did not take long for the upkeep of the elephant to quickly ruin the courtier financially and drive him “crazy”. A similar burden happens to people—especially racists–who choose to hate as a way of life. While necessarily being in a “Bottomless Pit” (which Europeans call Hell), they are entangled with their Contingent (fantasy created) “enemy(s)”—engaging in Evil (the behavior deeds of one who Hates)–while hating being in that dreadful hollow–and hating themselves. Their violent hatred sinks them beneath their victim(s). In zooming in on this to get a closer look, a step behind their hate is Envy, a step behind Envy is the hated having shined a spotlight on the hater’s own Inferiority. A step behind that inferiority is Fear of not being the Legend one has of oneself and of not being who admirers say one is. Behind those Fears is ones hatred of ones own “Dark Side” and behind that is an extremely repressed awareness of the “ME/WE” Spiritual Elements sense of Belonging bathed in Love one had at birth. Something Evil caused that “Switch” from “ME/WE” to the “Dark Side” and that “something” was so hated as to become a metaphorical “Raw Nerve.” A mental “Raw Nerve” results from a “Big Bang” trauma and/or Cumulative Micro-Traumas. Either or both dismantle the strength of ones philosophy of life and/or of ones psychological safety, security, self-confidence, or stability. One or more of these constituted the cause of the “Switch.”
The mental “Raw Nerve” acts as if it is “Inflamed” (set on fire or set aflame). In a physical sense, “Inflamed” is a term that originated in ancient times because of the heat, pain, burning, swelling, redness, and loss of function accompanying inflammatory disease conditions. Inflammation is a protective response elicited by any injury or destruction of tissues bearing the ability to threaten, disturb, or destroy the original part. Just as the human body’s protective warriors respond to attacks by diluting or walling off both the injurious agent and the injured tissue, so does the mind do this to a significant mental trauma. However, the “Raw Nerve” remains conspicuous and all-consuming in victims’ minds because the Trigger disturbance cannot be removed. And that prevents Selfhood progress toward ones Mission in life. Besides Philosophical and/or Psychic barriers being placed around ones “Raw Nerve,” further protection is provided by ones internal world defenses (e.g. denial, repression) + ones External World defenses (e.g. “Don’t Care”; “Too busy”; Superficial Thinking) + ones “Escapes” (e.g. technology) from ones problems + devising methods to lessen the Spiritual and Emotional Pain generated by the “Raw Nerve.” Those methods include: (1) Projection–giving voice to what one is trying to hide about oneself by saying that “Dark Side” is in ones Targeted Scapegoat(s); (2) “Deflection”—draws attention away from ones own “Dark Side Sickness” by putting a floodlight on what is supposedly outrageous about happenings of ones Targeted Scapegoat(s); and (3) Sadistic acts applied to ones Targeted Scapegoat(s) for the purpose of hoping to purge ones own “Dark Side Sickness” from oneself. For a variety of reasons (e.g. Envy, Fear), European males have Targeted Black People to be their Scapegoats. By then making them into feigned enemies, they used Reaction Formation (a Deflection) to say that Black People hate them.
Because those Black People had done nothing of a bad nature to them, in order to fashion Willful Ignorance about Black People (a “Don’t Care to know about “those people”), they built a Supernatural wall around themselves. This and their brute-ness kept them from seeing their victims as “fellow human creatures.” Such allowed these haters to fill in the vacant mental spaces resulting from the Willful Ignorance with thoughts of opposition + disgusted feelings. That mindset justified practices of bombardments with demeaning statements, ostracism, rejection, inhumane treatment, and killing. Their hate for “those people” is a mirror image reflection of their self-hatred which is too deep and too powerful to be consciously faced. Thus, Projecting their “Dark Side” on “those people” is justification for willful ignorance of self-hate. Were that not a part of haters, there would be nothing to Project and hate. Hate Kills! [This series is from Bailey, Stopping the Violence] jabaileymd.com