“BADDEST DUDES” OF “THE STREETS”
To earn the title of the “Baddest Dudes” is the ultimate commander of Respect on “the Streets.” Weak, flawed, and willfully ignorant thinkers cannot appreciate such a mentally brilliant achievement because of being unable to see it without an emotional “Righteous Indignation” opinion. Nevertheless, the achievement background started not long after the “Fishnet” moment that initiated enslavement for free Africans in Africa when every drop of Courage was drained out of each Enslaved, “shutting down” their Instincts. That “shut down” + being face-to-face with irresistible, inevitable, and boundless European captors’ sadism forces stomped out all retaliation + fighting for freedom ideas “forever”. To be so beaten into submission was to accept their fate as residing inside the fatality realm of Doom—i.e. the awareness of the terrifying specter of the disappearance of whatever makes life worthwhile—the Soul removal of their Selfhood Greatness, safety, security, sureness, strength, and stability—the realization of the loss of their own “ME/WE” self-identity—the helplessness to function in self-care—the idea that nothing they did was personally purposeful (a sense of “uselessness”)—a fate headed to complete annihilation by pain and misery, but without dying. Such a “bottomless pit” meant their minds could not cope with an enslaved existence and yet “Escape” was impossible. All they could do was to wallow around, ghostlike. Since everything seemed surreal—i.e. sensing their Selfhood reality joined an unreality beyond space and time while abandoned, isolated, and entangled inside the unknown Supernatural World–each next barrage of attacks to ones Selfhood could be met with phlegmatic indifference. Hence, some aimlessly struggled; some barely hung on; some “gave up,” flowing with the current; some sank!
All were in Extreme Despair at the “Bottom”–a very deep place where exists the worst possible level of misery, destitution, and degradation—so deep that one has no sense of Dignity—so deep as to seem like one is in an abyss. Its upward facing under-surface necessarily supported all of the overwhelming weight of what was above it. Upon their Selfhoods hitting the “Bottom,” the impact spurred a new mindset Source for something—perhaps serving as a Foundation on which to stay put from exhaustion–or to begin the figuring out of a mystery—or to make a destructive or constructive Self-Declaration. An analogy for “Bottom” itself is Sandstone—i.e. a rock composed of grains of sand cemented together but unable to support great pressures. Extreme Despair’s “Bottom” composition is whatever the afflicted considered as its ingredients. The ultimate of what was no longer tolerable determined where one would “draw the line.” At that “bottom-line,” those ingredients were compacted by ones vicious cycles as well as the sense of a hopeless hopelessness that things would ever get better “anywhere.” Still, that Extreme Despair Sandstone contained countless pore spaces in its compact ingredients where Percolation (C17, to ‘strain thought’ by drip or drain through small holes or spaces) could occur. Since “Bottom” mind contents of those not “staying put” were able to “Percolate” meant they kept going through the “Bottom.” That process turned their minds “Inside-Out” and also their orientation to life, “Upside-Down”–transforming them into rising above a sense of self-preservation and survival–thus having “No Fear” of dying.
Out of that new mindset Source came the first and continuous supply of Totipotent (Form-Body) “raw materials”. At decision-making cross-roads and from “non-rational” perspectives, the magic-like “raw materials” were fashioned in whatever manner the “New Dude” deemed to be “For Me and Against Me”. Their “No Fear” mindset displayed as “Street Nerve”–the essential ingredient for achieving the success given to the “Baddest Dude”. The possession of “Nerve” and the lack of a fear of dying are remarkable mental achievements. Their “Manhood” is characterized by a willingness + a readiness + the Courage + the actuality of taking charge and control of themselves as “the Man” for anything. What they share with the Black Pimp is knowing how to trust their own sense of reality instead of allowing crucial parts of their existence to be defined by White men’s Supernatural codes. Despite this being the right mental method, its wrong Lifestyle is a sample of the descendants’ depth of the Selfhood destructive consequences of what slavery did to the Enslaved. jabaileymd.com